Searches

Haven't done this in a while. List of searches people used to find my page. Not really interesting this time...my fault I suppose, I need to talk about things that are easier to misconceive :P

• "gay hitting on straight guy" - from my foray at the bar?


• "daoc" - the game o_O


• "the night of the broken glass" - don't know what this is


• "fms skyfly" - think they wanted a flight simulation?


• "occular migraines" - que obvio


• "broken blood vessels in hand" - again, que obvio


• "Broken" - don't know if they wanted site or something else

Here's the past lists:

• Sept 5 2005 = Broken Heart Masturbation, isabo, rumbling gurgling guts IBS, Wynee Wong, stomach rumbling loudly and IBS, katharine hepburn's bday, jelly fish sting blister, Alcohol and Back Pain, fibro and powerlines mov


• May 17 2005 = Wynee Wong, The Real Amityville Horror, Who is BridalBeer, Locks of Love may 2005, locks-of-love haircut 2005 blog, a google translation of my site into German (o_O), schipperke weblog, uterus vibrates before my period (this one worried me >_<), muslces involved with soccer throw in


• May 10 2005 = her cold feet, schipperke movie, le sigh, schipperke weblog (from a Japanese google search), Wynee Wong.

Cheers,
Isabo

Euthanasia?

So, time for a semi-political hyper crazy discussion. The subject = Euthanasia. My grandma is dying from multiple myeloma, which was only discovered around christmas time. They gave her a few months to live. So, she's "living" in extraordinary pain. I think she's got 2 pain patches, oxycodone, morphine, vicodin and like 10 other pain meds. Which of course aren't helping. Add to this the fact that all her kids are fighting each other about what to do with her. My psycho aunt(literally, this woman is fucking crazy), has been living with gma, dosing her with medicine. Since she didn't want her mother to be "altered" she wasn't giving her pain meds like she should be. So of course her mother is suffering when she doesn't need to be. Bitch. Anyway, gma has gotten to the point of dementia and psychosis, which is part of it - she takes her cloths off, shits all over herself and tries to escape the house. Does this sound nice? Which brings me around to the political part of this posting.

If we have a pet we love (cat, dog, etc), that is very ill, most people decide to "put it down." Let's say it's in constant pain, it's organs are failing, etc. Vets give us a choice: 1. put the animal out of its misery, or 2. let it waste away in pain and torment while we're selfish bastards simply wanting to prolong it's miserable existance. As you can tell I'm in favor of number 1. Which brings me around to family. Yes, pets are family, and yes, truthfully, I would probably be more torn up about my kitty dying than this certain grandmother (she has spent her life being a psycho biatch (thus the crazy ass aunt I guess), pushing away all her children and tormenting them, blah blah). Anyway. Whether or not you like humans or animals better, if you can put animals out of their misery why not humans. This woman is suffering. Sure, doctors might be able to prolong her "life" for a few more months. But damn, I wouldnt' consider it living. And she's not even herself. She's in hysterical fits, constant and horrible pain, shitting all over herslef, fighting those trying to help her. Is this living? Wouldn't it be kindness to let her move on? I feel so sorry for this woman. Her kids are bickering and fighting, meanwhile she's suffering. Not like it's legal for her kids to do anything like I'm suggesting. But they can't even decide to get her help, put her in a hospice, etc. If I ever get like her, I would want someone to shoot me. Mayhap she doesn't feel the same, all I can hope is that someone would take mercy on me if I were in that condition. Anyhoo, this was sorta rambling, just wanted to spew some thoughts.

~Isabo

V-day

So, first of all, Happy Anniversary to my parents (32 years o_O). yea, they're hopelessly romantic *shudders* :P Too bad dad's in sweden and mom's stuck here with us brat kids. Happy whatever to all those fortunate enough to be in a relationship. And happy whatever to those of us loners who gaze at others and watch them go cookoo for cocoapuffs over their significant others :P

John (I am asuming Manky's John, because if it's the other John I'm thinking of, I'm am really scared and will be forced to shave my head and bathe in mud and go somewhere in Africa where no white settlers or crazy jack ass white missionaries have ventured. I'll dig a hole and climb in and blend in with nature and never appear again.) Anyway, back to MANKY'S JOHN - thank you for the truffles and flowers :D They are beautiful and tasty. My mom is jealous because my dad didn't send her roses (forgetting the fact that she told my dad NOT to send roses, under any circumstances). If she's nice I'll share my chocolate :) Manky, please pass on my thanks since I don't have any of his info, and you que-obvio do :P

Anyway, hope everyone else has a fun day, whether it's special or normal for you.

Cheers,
~A chocolate-eating Isabo :)

Cold >_<

So it's been nice temperatures in texas, more like april than feb...80s, sunny, warm breeze. Yesterday a horrible mean cold front came through, it's 40 right now. And UBER cold wind. The wind is colder than that blowing across a frozen lake o_O. Since it's cold, and heater has popped on, this of course means everything is charged up. I carry enough of a charge anyway. My car manages to shock you through the glass (since we learned not to touch the metal). I shocked my cat and she jumped straight up and ran away ;( and somehow, I managed to shock my butt on the toilet seat...I didn't know porcelain could carry a charge >_< Talk about a shock *zap on the butt* I was amused none the less.

I went to see Aeon Flux in the dollar theatre, and the bastards cut the sex scene out >_< I was pissed, and asked them about it but they said they had no control over it. I wonder if some censorship bastards had somethign to do with it.

Just Friends is great for physical laughs, we took mom and she hurt herself laughing, had to hold onto her boobs so they wouldn't jiggle. Don't bother wasting any money on Bloodrayne. it's basically one bloody orgie. *shrugs* unless that floats your boat. 40 Yr Old Virgin was pretty funny, but Just Friends was much better.

I think bro's going out to the gay country western line-dancing bar tonight, but my body hates me, think I have to stay home ;( I keep hearing how fun it is, but every time I think I'm well enough to go my body slams me down and breaks my limbs. Although this time the weather may be to blame. bastards >:(

Anyhoo, I'm gonna go chase my kitten and try not to shock her :P

Cheers,
Isabo

Heh, victory over the sexes!

Hehehehe, I went to my first gay bar tonight. There was a drag show, it was fun. Anyhoo, I got hit on by one I'm 90%-sure was straight guy, one gay guy who was hitting on me to get to bro (granted he said he'd marry us both o_0), and one lesbian (named Dee). I've decided that the least intrusive flirting was done by female Dee, 2nd least intrusive was almost-sure-was-straight guy, and finally the gay guy who kept spitting on the side of my face cuz he was so drunk guy >_< *cleans off side of face really well* and if I'm not tooo ...intelligent it's cuz I'm drunk :P heh. I get giggly. ask manky or mochi. heh. Dee was really cute, I think she was Irish or Scottish, and has 2 gay brothers and heard about wellesley in some book? The straight guy was some short yet not sleezy older business man. he took the hint quickly and left. The gay dude was freaking clueless (but I got a free drink off him, heh), as well as touchy (unwanted) and invasive of personal space >_< Anyhoo, I'm off to bed, as typing is making me somewhat nasueous as my drunkiness is wearing off o_O

I still wish they made a pain pill that worked half as well as being drunk >_<

~Cheers, from a sloshed, but egotistically-satisfied Isabo :D

(I like it when many people tell me how cute I am) makes me feel good to be myself :D